Darkside

I want to say,
There is no fairness,
in this pathetic world.
Dreams are untouchable,
You can chase,
But you will never get it.
Talk to me dreams,
after you give me some encouragement.
Why are people so fake?
Or am I too naive?
Or this is what we are living.
The world is dying.
Drag me to the hell if you can,
Because,
I think it is much better,
than what I am living.

Someone said you are unpredictable.
I said,"He is just emotional."
You make us feeling embarrassed.
You can defeat others'confidence easily.

So can you just,
LISTEN?
Or this is what you've been doing.
But can you,
be
active?
Or it is just an unreasonable request?
I,Know,I,Can't,Make,You,Do,Anything.
But,At,Least,Sil Vous Plait,Care,
That,is,enough,
For,Now.

Chapstick

There were so many things happened in the past few weeks.
1.It has been so cold and I can hardly leave my bed in the morning.
2.Something happened in the toilet in Francais Alliance.
3.My favourite activity with Angela is to consult the country girl.
4.I am becoming a colourful Emo girl.
5.I speak less and less in school.
6.I am looking forward to the Christmas holidays: Musuem,Night with DarkSalander,Books Trip,Museum of Arts trip,Revision plan...wait it isn't.
7.Pressure will be gone after tonight.All the quizzes will be ended tonight.
8.I will die tonight.
9.I am so hungry right now.Obviously turkey can't satisfy me.
10.I passed my French test.
11.I like the comic : Yotsuba.
12.I haven't watched dvds for about....3 weeks?
13.Honestly I wanted to call him few mins ago.
14.I didn't because I started to imagine his tone(angry one).
15.What's for dinner?Grilled Dragon?
16.I didn't follow Casper's instructions.I didn't ignore her,though.
17.Sorry
18.Sorry
19.Sorry
20.She and I did some evil stuff in school.And it will be continued,til the end of the world.*smirks*
21.Those targets that were chosen by us.....they will be dead soon.
22.An everlasting rule: Chapstick+Kiss=Acceptable One
Dry lips+Kiss=Unacceptable One

Toaster's big day

TMR will be a big day for moi!!C'est le competition of Toasters/Toe Master programme!!!!!!AHHHHHI AM SO GOD DAMN NERVOUS!!!

*tidies the hair* well basically i've memorized the script very well.(although i will forget some lines but i will tidy up the mess by my clever brain*boasts*)
props props props!!Crystal hasn't printed the props out!!I am going to give out a speech on Famine between children and believe me,you won't feel bored.You know I'm not the Ms Lok from Castle Peak in today's assembly *hehehehe*

I got scolded by him last night
"Not yet done!!!Don't call me anymore!!!!!!*roars*"
"Not yet done!!!Don't call me anymore!!!!!!*roars*"
"Not yet done!!!Don't call me anymore!!!!!!*roars!"

3825 968(wasp's method)

Today has been pretty fucking odd.
I mean,I want to talk to her but at the same time I don't want to say a word,it seems like it will take my final breath or what.Oh I just didn't want to use my mouth.I kept hearing Cindy Chow's big laughing and talking sound,which was so annoying.I don't understand why a person can talk so loud as far as I could hear her voice in Physics lessons(2 benches distance)
I was supposed to get into Physics Lab earlier since I didn't want to see her.(If she doesn't want to talk to me then I don't want to talk to her either)So,Miss Man came late,and standing next to those people (who sit next to the windows) was weird,bitches.
BITCHES.
Well in the whole school day I wanted to stalk on her to see whether she was looking at me or turning around to Cindy Chow's desk.And obviously,the answer was the second one.I left the classroom for few times because staying in it was like torturing myself.During lunch time she came to desk,I didn't WANT TO look at her,A BIT.But you just stood there,I couldn't move like a statue.Finally you were gone which was good cause I HATED YOU SO MUCH.
I told myself that : FUCK OFF CRYSTAL MAK.
I don't know why I am mad at you but I just want to and the point is that Je t'aime toujours.And I don't want to apologize to you.C'est absurde:Je veux vous.J'ai une eleve moi-meme estimer.


Well I'm a bit worrying about the sponsored walk tomorrow.



p.s I don't carry much hope on your reply since everytime you give me your reply in a funny attitude and I am so embarrassed.If you are gonna do it again then probably I hope you'd better not to leave comments,and I will hate you more.(not a threaten ,i know you are not scare with it)je suis seulement un jour jouet de votres,bien?!Je ne suis important.

Nothing

I don't know what to say....
So...yeah....I hate you but I love you.
So that you,good.
You haven't talked to me for few weeks*Emo Voice*
*Smoking*
Life is hard.I hate it.
*Putting lipstick on*
I am a xxxx.

DIDILAND

I think we were both crazy and so casual since we sit,in,the Main St.America,in case many of our classmates/schoolmates might see us.The action was like kissing in front of Ms Ho(A gumgum born to be dumdum which needs gumgum.)

<3 Marshmallow+Sweet rubber+Fireworks=Perfect.

A call from him+A message+Skittles=Perfect again.

Flirty+Skittles+Kiss+Disneyland=Emo pinky ones.

Stalking in maths class/2+Sweater X Mints + Easy enough exercise+Opened door=Cool Morning

Lunch Time(Afterschool)+Flirt+Toilet(Stairs near tuck shop)=(Kiss+Cud+Whisper)10

Oh and she gave me something.......a necklace(heart-shaped)

confession of today

So....I think it probably was a embrasser.

A real one.......Je ne sais pas."Je t'amie of course"?I thought you don't like me at all.But you now said "Je t'amie"?

Lasting long or not.....I know myself that I must will be depressed,especially we see each other almost everyday.I don't know mon,but je veux que tu m'aimes.Je sais que c'est ridicule,excessif.But J'aime que.

It's okay if you think it won't last long but here's MY prediction: this kind of pysical relationship will still last for a while,at least 1 year.

what's the French word of "heartbreaker"?Oh yep,arnacoeur....so you think you're playful?O.o

Honestly,what you said might really happen.And more honestly,I am really afraid of those things.Even more honestly,but I want to continue this physical one.(just delete this sentence gosh...)

P.S. Je...........aime.Non,Je ne sais pas xD Un peu? Kissing is the farthest action I can accept right this moment.

p.p.s. what i've thinking these days are shown in this song:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8mGBaXPlri8&ob=av2e