some funny things happened these days :)

I bit my tongue last night in Canada Restaurant(hey you know where it is :D).I was just eating my delicious steak and suddenly,"AH."My watery eyes starred at my mom,and I opened my mouth like a o-shaped.
And it is still hurting ><
Oh by the way the set was really yummy :p

Me and Crystal(a gothic girl in my school just like me) thought of a plan.A project actually.We are working hard on it and we even get some back-up from Takahashi Tomomi(A funny Japanese girl from last year's 2E),Jenny(the one that's passionate with social issues and history,like me again) and Rachel ( Naturally silly,she's born to be that).They will be the supporting dancers(wait a minute,I won't put 2 containers on my bra like Katy does!)

See that word Gothic?yes I am gothic,in heart.I am like a mixture of vintage,goth and old-time.It's kinda weird.

I started to worry about the subjects.Which subjects am I going to choose?I wanna study history because I love 1911 Revolution and Thank God that It's 100th anniversary :D *smiling and showing teeth* but it's in the same group with Chemistry,which mom will definitely force me to choose.I konw it,she wants me to be a doctor.A steady,good,fantastic job,well maybe it's not that fantastic with me.Just like what Lemon Tea said before: It's the most steady job I can say,plus I can get some medicine for free :D

Hm I've thought about to be a MSF doctor,a scholor of history,an artist(my mom will kill me),a designer.But the most charming dream I have is the one involve my best friend Anna(the girl from Ramimondi college who sits with Victor orz)We promised that we will open a little store selling vintage,books and DIY stuff.Just the one on Park Road,Coffee Book?
And our boyfriends will come and pick us up to home :)
Well,maybe just her boy.

*groans* I am soooooo starving....................................................................................I miss my steak,I miss my tongue,I miss the lemonade,I miss the squid,I miss the fruit salad,I miss ya.

Deteste

ll me manque teelement.
Mais je ne peux pas le dire haut et fort parce qu'il donne.
Seulement le pouvoir pour elle.
Je sais que c'est egoiste,mais je le veux
Je me deteste.
(Gigi Leung est bon)

Autumn

My nose is very sensitive.It can smell the air and recall my memories.For example,something important happened in winter and the wind was so cold.And in every winter after it,my nose detects the wind and bring the memories again to my brain.
Pathetic?
It's autumn now(I think?).My Chinese teacher said,"Now is very cool huh?When you walk to school don't you feel a bit sad?"
Well she spoke my feeling out.

I remember that I 've written a phrase in my diary last year.It was like..."I'm a slave of emtions ain't I?" Oh the most pathetic in the world must be you can't get rid of your past!(I think)You can't just wash your brain and press a button and those things are *deleted*

Yesterday I met Victor and he brough me MY books back AFTER 1 YEAR AND 3 MONTHS.That's good because one of the books is XXXX.The motion film by Leslie?Do you remember it?I don't believe that I've got it.I still can't forget the shock when I first read it.

What am I going say in this post?

Oh yes,I forgot it.

(what?!I just wrote the same sentence on that damn poem book!)

Yes what I am going to say here is that I am listening to Lemon Tree which I was supposed to send it to him very long time ago but i didn't because i was angry with him at that time so i went offline i am so regret of it right now why i didn't treasure the time and this version is sang by Joanna Wong from her latest album what the fuck I found this song I feel paranoid and WHY DID I JUST WRITE SO MANY FAMILIAR SENTENCES????!!!!!!!!!!!AH! WAEOHFIJWEPOIRHGG#$%^&*ishkjw()*ey (#g^tyo$hfnhgf #%*(&eurWR&^ *#Yg ugffvjDAMN IT!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uG0h1SrNKZ8

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Okay,I don't know what happened to me yesterday,afternoon.I simply sat on the sofa,starring at the computer screen and listening to Faye Wong's songs.Have you ever felt like you cry but not only because of the saddness,is because of something has gone in your life?Well I guess you have never experienced since you're that popular with girls,and easily get noticed by them on your forum.




I don't know what our relationship is........friends.......the simple one.....the lowest one......I am very useless.I am old,stepping into another page of my life...........................

*sigh*I think I'm back to the time in April-June,feeling depressed.

Can you just talk to me?