Friday, December 30, 2011

An Old Photo



光與影的交替

過度曝光

你不會認得我的

(于6月4日維園所拍)

Milktea Love Songs in Hong Kong

Usually I dislike those milktea-style songs in Hong Kong.They're all the same,rubbish.....

Except some,like Janice.M Vidal and Jill Vidal.They're good,they got beautiful voices and I don't fucking care about whether Jill takes drugs or not.Lilly Allen and Lady Gaga take drugs too so why can't just people accept her?

I found out that every summer I listen to Candy Lo's songs.Just at that specific time,I am addicted to them.*scratches head* I dunno either but just feel like that way,and listen to her songs.

And of course,it leads to crying(喊到七彩)
Candy Lo=盧巧音
Recommended=垃圾(suitable for me),落地開花,喜歡戀愛(the best anti-happy medicine when it combines with Amy Cheung 張小嫻's fictions)

I don't understand why can't she be popular.Her voice is special enough but in Hong Kong,right,the music has already been polluted by milktea-style stuff.

Those golden times are gone....Leslie..........he's the legend.*boasts*

...LC(wtfhisnameisassameasLeslie's)........
..............orz...
.....................orz...
............................orz....
...................................orz..................

Now comes to my favourite: My Little Airport
The most unique indie band in Hong Kong.They ARE THE GOD!
Recommened:阿煩(it fits me,of course),Rm1210,Terence的心事(初戀ge感覺),介乎法國與旺角的詩意(同男朋友一齊開公司),迷人的頸巾(if one day it happens....niceeee)

Je m'ennuie de toi tellement.

Thursday, December 29, 2011

a tiny light towards the hole

I dunno why.
But after every big arguements and fights with him,or just like before,when the times used to be good,after he offline,I like leaving messages to him.
Because there's always a chance he will read it,and reply.Even it's a humiliating response,I still feel good becoz,at least,he replies me.

But things always dun go in the way that we expect.
Usually he does not reply(especially after some sensitive chat)

But well...a habit.

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My diary has finally came to the end.It finished its job during these 2 years.I bought in F1,when I was being bullied by them in school.Since that time I wrote down things and feelings in case something happened.Reading it is a very interesting experience because there's not only words,sometimes
pictures,
photos,
my drawing(the most classical one is Casper starring at the computer screen,showing "J'taime" by moi,he is angry and swearing.And I am standing next to him,holding a bomb xD ),
the crystal we obtained from Copper Sulphate III after crystalization in Chemistry lessons(packed with a little plastic bag),
movie tickets,
paper flower I bought on flag day,
some pages are like being tissed by wolves because I was heartbroken etc
2 cm of thickness,2 years of memories.
I bet he will laugh out loud when he's reading that......since over 80% of stuf is about HIM.
and over 70% ,is about my life after September,2010.

I hope he'll reply my mail I wrote yesterday.Something I should have told him long time ago but i didn't as I was afraid that he would insult/laugh at me.
now i'm not afraid anymore since i've lost my self-esteem.A woman can easily lose it when she's facing the problem: Love.

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Confession of a "food" shopaholic

You know.....eating is the most wonderful thing in life.
Eating something GOOD is much more attractive.
For example....deep fried chicken wings?

Two days ago I went to Jusco and bought tons of stuff,well almost my favourite.
One of my habits is to drink/buy special drinks in CitySuper/Jusco/The supermarket in SOGO.Usually I buy them by judging their packagings and flavours.Last time I chose a HUGE bottle of honey green tea,where an ancient Japanese girl and other scenes of garden are drawn.(I admit that I bought because of its BOTTLE,okay?)
And there's a kind of lemonade soda/orange soda which is WONDERFUL \@0@/ It was my best friend in summer when I was doing my "sofa camping".Also coffee yes,Milk Coffee of UNI,smooooooooooth enough.

Out of topic: my clothes yes my out look!I don't care about fashion anymore.I mean...I still read those magazines ELLE ....but not as passionate as before.Since I found that it's totally not worth buying a bag which wastes your salary of whole month!So,now my dress code is: comfortable,lemonade-style and vintage(sometimes).
So you don't have to worry :D I won't dress like a peacock.Maybe a punk t-shirt + a bracelet with nails on it?:p then a pair of Converse plus a tote bag?

Let's see.....I said,I take it as a date.

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

AIYA

Aiya So God Damn Messy!!!!!
Gotta tidy up my mind!!!!!

Truth of screamo

Well I don't know what's the reason for being angry,and I don't know why I am angry,But I am just WANT TO BE angry.It is meaningless and stupid but I AM MAD,RIGHT NOW.AND NOW I'M A HEAVY METAL ONE.

Fine!

Lipids and sugar are all my needs right now.Go to the hell Love!Who needs you?!You're a stupid freaky creepy unpredictable lil disaster.

I hate him.

Screamo

WELLLLLLLLL IT SEEMS TO BE IMPOSSIBLEBLEBLEBLEBLEBLEBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DAMN YOU